This seems so sad, but this is what every girls want. Often, pushing those love away, but wanting them to be yours. Blah, head out to edna's house to see lil rainer! Carried him while Edna & her mom is preparing out to some places. Cutie pie! See my twitter & will know why he's so damn cute! Keep on talking with him, christ & qi might think i'm crazy. Trying to communicate with a baby when he won't answer me. Maybe he will! Just that he can't talk yet. Hmmm. Maybe when he grew up, he might think '为什么这个阿姨一直跟我讲话的？' LOL. Imagine too much. Christ even call me go give birth one & play! OMG. Faint. Calling kid taking care of a baby. Where can! Though i love rainer so muchzxc! Went off when they're heading out. Thursday heading out with Edna they all with lil Rainer! Can't wait to talk to him again. Hehe.
Times & times, people around me are telling me that, my boyfriend is the best out of the best among all and I had a good boyfriend and his parents is also good to me too. Yea, his parents, is really good to me, i'm so lucky. Maybe my boyfriend was a good one, but his words sometimes do hurts. Maybe this is him that speak without knowing that hurt. That was him when I know him. But i didn't know that, the more i love him, the more it hurt me. Maybe this was in him. I hope he choked on his shitwords so that he will know how much it hurt. I was really lucky, that my boyfriend & his family was so nice to me after hearing so much story from other people. Sometimes, his sis will even call me not to angry with boy because of some reason that makes me really laugh. Well, all this really makes me feel i'm lucky enough even though boy had a insensitive heart. Sometimes really hope to knock him down and tell him how much it hurt.
Well, all this is 家务事, shall not expose much. This dec, going to genting with his family. I'm so excited & afraid that his parents will feel that me like a burden. After all, i'm not their child & i don't want to spend their money for my own meal & they even paid for my trip to genting that makes me feel guilty enough. I alr planned what should i do by right. Shall not think that much. I knew how my parent feel or even said, thus, i will know what to do when i'm out with boyfriend's family. Hope I won't do anything wrong! Boyfriend is sweet enough that he said he will never leave me alone in room at night to run to casino. Hehe. :) Can't wait for it then. Shall sleeep. This month, is a burden month. UTs, Assignment. Shall enjoy on Dec then. Bye peeps!
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