saying goodbye.

I guess, this email, is used long ago. I wanna a new me, start afresh of myself. So.. Bye. :) 

Holiday mood

Right now having my holiday for god damn 1 & half month and I spend 1 month doing nothing because I want to accompany the boy after he ORD-ED. But instead I encourage him to go and find job because we seems to have problem with money. I not working & he's not working. Shit die. :( Then... 

Congrats boy for getting his job!

Had been really busy and tired this few days. Celebrates sissy's birthday, handling stuff and so on.. Really felt stressed up, alot. Met up with the boy today, or ysd? Whatever. for our 2 and a half years being together. It's a really meaningful day today because he gotten his dream job at marina bay and is standard chartered. But, I don't know, or should I say, I'm not sure how do I feel... 

The boy's birthday celebration

 

Celebrated the boy birthday on exact date, 15 September! Happy boy. All I want you to know that is I love you and willing to do whatever it takes to make you happy. :) Surprises, treats, scrapbook.. Treated the boy

Happy ORD day, my boy!

Happy ORD day for boy today & happy birthday to the boy on 15 sept! This is part of the boy's present for his birthday. Ohkay, I know is simple, but then I had give him alot more to remember for this 2 years and bought him many gift this few months, so decided to give something simple jiu hao. Don't say I no good k! Finally, is like a finally, all this is over... 

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Was really busy this few weeks and really lazy to update anything anymore. But today since so free & I went garden by the bay again. Nonono, this time I went w mammy! Since she has been pestering me that she want to go. So brought her there to walk. :)

I wish I'm much more better.

Feel so badmood enough this few days. Treat parents lunch this afternoon. Though I can't do anything about it, but at least I treat them k. Wait I work le then give them money. Poor enough now. :( Lots of things is happening, which makes me want to leave this home. Isn't they ain't love me enough or anything okay. But .. Speechless. 

2d1n stayover

Happy 2 years 5 monthsary, my love. 

Guilty, I'm sorry.

Had been working die this few days. No, should be only 3 days, yet my guiltiness is maximum that I ain't able to accompany my daddy mammy. :( Sorry daddy mammy for not being filial and bring you all out when you are on leave and spent time working. Shall bring them out this sunday to eat whatever they want. Ysd met up with the boy for dinner then headed back quite early because guilty of leaving parents at home. Today after work went to eat buffet with awesome then headed back with them. On the way back was talking with abel about my family. Perhaps, is time to bring the boy into my family... 

I'll wait, wait another 3 years, for you to fulfill all your dreams.

This is my dream, my wish. 

Having him for almost every single day for this 2 week because he clearing his leave before he ORD! Like a finally you know? Had waited for 2 years, 2 YEARS!!!! Kcan, some people might think that, '2 years only what, what big deal. Without him will die meh?' & blah blah blah. If you really know me, you know that i'm someone that is super duber dependent girl before I met him. SUPER to a point that I threw temper without him a day. Cried like mad when he told me he received his army letter when we are together for not even 1 month. Can you seriously imagine? I cried, i threw temper.. 

1 more month to go..

Had been quarreling with the boy this few days and he's damn irritating. Kept on saying words that makes me cry. Seriously. Last mon suppose to headout happily w him, end up he say things that hurt me and makes me cry. Head back & ask abel out & chitchat w him, makes me feel so much better! Maybe abel is a guy, that why he knew how boy treats me. All people thought that he'll be angry w me for being drunk during zann's birthday, but end up he din't angry but worried about me after I met him. Told abel those words he said that makes me cried and he said boy is trying to make me angry so he will feel happier. Seriously, why guys are like this! I admit I'm weak towards the boy, never can be strong in front of him. ARGH. 

Never get enough of you.

Bought new love again today. HEHE. Canon a3400! Pray hard I don't regret k. Thursday went lunch at olivia with a bunch of crazy ppl. HEHE. Do FYP with them awhile before heading off to meet the boy & murf for dinner! Had pasta mania for dinner & so awkwardly that I can feel murf is trying to give in to me because I choose since Idk what they want to eat. LOL! Friday went school for evaluation for advisor & done with everything! WOOHOO. FYP, i gonna get rid of you! 

Like we used to

Happy birthday to this beloved girl on the 26 July! Went to MBS with them to gather and to celebrate her birthday. Drink drank drunk. Totally dead drunk. Damn sorry that I make dirty Justin's jacket, need all of them to take care of me & help me! Awkward die can. But lucky is them lah. HEHE. Damn lucky got abel & sihao to call my bf to tell him don't worry. 

I believe...

Celebrated zann's birthday ysd at school and pranked at her. HEHE. After school went to find the boy & study bpm at his house. Went to parkway to eat my twofatmen! Sweetie boy to carry my heavy laptop bag after telling him I had gastric. HEHE. Have been talking to him about so many things like a again!

Prove to me how much you love me

Started of July, everything have been changing. What we are doing now, is always for our future. I knew all my wait will worth it, when the day comes, the days when i'm totally yours.

Bored weekends

Bored die at home. Ysd went to nanny's house to celebrate her 83th birthday & good news is, I'm my cousin's sister for her wedding. Awesome or what! Never be 'sister' before during wedding. Of cause uh, she's more close with me than my own real-blood sister. I stayed over at her house when I'm young, and even when I'm in secondary school life. HEHE. Can't wait for november to come. Must slim down even more in order to be awesome! :D 

You & I = PERFECT

Currently at the boy's house alone without the boy waiting for him to be back. Awkward die me. Worried myself will be a burden. Thanks to boy lah. Say meet me end up bookout late. TSK. Had work today at bedok fengshan primary school so went to his house first. ARGH. He seriously last warning! :( 

Fun weekend

Quarreled with the boy on friday afternoon and everytime make me cried & damn angry. Seriously sia! Said breakup but friends around me sure know, 'aiya, next day SURE ok back.' KCAN AH, thanks all! Went to rebond when i'm angry. :( But I'm happy w it! Saturday went out w him and he give me a 8 gb SD card w wireless & going nomnom sushi tei soon as his sorry gift. Hiakhiak.

Straight 2 months more to the boy's ORD!

Seriously is really straight 2 more months to the boy's ORD! Can't wait to 14 sept! Can celebrate the boy's birthday plus can celebrate his ORD! Awesome life. Though he going to study for 3 years. :( Sad me.

Awesome week

Had a awesome week ever since last friday starts. Went to meet the boy on friday for dinner, then headed home early cause going malaysia on sat! Then headed to malaysia on sat to sun, kept on have dinner with the boy till i alr adapt to having him w me for dinner! Jialat, it seems like i turning dependent again. SHIT! Headed to work ysd night at mediacorp. Awesome experience, but quite awkward though, bought my new babe today & have lunchcumdinner w caiting! :D