I wish I'm much more better.

Feel so badmood enough this few days. Treat parents lunch this afternoon. Though I can't do anything about it, but at least I treat them k. Wait I work le then give them money. Poor enough now. :( Lots of things is happening, which makes me want to leave this home. Isn't they ain't love me enough or anything okay. But .. Speechless. 

2d1n stayover

Happy 2 years 5 monthsary, my love. 

Guilty, I'm sorry.

Had been working die this few days. No, should be only 3 days, yet my guiltiness is maximum that I ain't able to accompany my daddy mammy. :( Sorry daddy mammy for not being filial and bring you all out when you are on leave and spent time working. Shall bring them out this sunday to eat whatever they want. Ysd met up with the boy for dinner then headed back quite early because guilty of leaving parents at home. Today after work went to eat buffet with awesome then headed back with them. On the way back was talking with abel about my family. Perhaps, is time to bring the boy into my family... 

I'll wait, wait another 3 years, for you to fulfill all your dreams.

This is my dream, my wish. 

Having him for almost every single day for this 2 week because he clearing his leave before he ORD! Like a finally you know? Had waited for 2 years, 2 YEARS!!!! Kcan, some people might think that, '2 years only what, what big deal. Without him will die meh?' & blah blah blah. If you really know me, you know that i'm someone that is super duber dependent girl before I met him. SUPER to a point that I threw temper without him a day. Cried like mad when he told me he received his army letter when we are together for not even 1 month. Can you seriously imagine? I cried, i threw temper.. 

1 more month to go..

Had been quarreling with the boy this few days and he's damn irritating. Kept on saying words that makes me cry. Seriously. Last mon suppose to headout happily w him, end up he say things that hurt me and makes me cry. Head back & ask abel out & chitchat w him, makes me feel so much better! Maybe abel is a guy, that why he knew how boy treats me. All people thought that he'll be angry w me for being drunk during zann's birthday, but end up he din't angry but worried about me after I met him. Told abel those words he said that makes me cried and he said boy is trying to make me angry so he will feel happier. Seriously, why guys are like this! I admit I'm weak towards the boy, never can be strong in front of him. ARGH. 

Never get enough of you.

Bought new love again today. HEHE. Canon a3400! Pray hard I don't regret k. Thursday went lunch at olivia with a bunch of crazy ppl. HEHE. Do FYP with them awhile before heading off to meet the boy & murf for dinner! Had pasta mania for dinner & so awkwardly that I can feel murf is trying to give in to me because I choose since Idk what they want to eat. LOL! Friday went school for evaluation for advisor & done with everything! WOOHOO. FYP, i gonna get rid of you! 

Like we used to

Happy birthday to this beloved girl on the 26 July! Went to MBS with them to gather and to celebrate her birthday. Drink drank drunk. Totally dead drunk. Damn sorry that I make dirty Justin's jacket, need all of them to take care of me & help me! Awkward die can. But lucky is them lah. HEHE. Damn lucky got abel & sihao to call my bf to tell him don't worry.